Wednesday, 22 April 2015

Drama101

an open door in balcony, chill fillin', winter,
laptops in sleep mode, TV in AV
3 piss drunk idiots in hall,
in dreamland
newer, stranger shadows go in bedroom
2 naked bodies and a deaf shadow lives between  them
whispers lust,
on every bed - one shadow
in every heart - an image,
only drunk are safe
and insane
victims by day, hunter by night,
their dreams, others plight
like you creeped in
like daydream
bolted doors and windows locked
every visitor clocked
you creeped in unsigned
riding my lips
every night, three idiots in hall
you leak through an open door in balcony
II.
before leaving she said,
nothin
nothing unusual, atleast,
same old catchphrases, no good byes
i'll kill myself
in a sense, we believed in yesterday
when we slept and left the doors open
alone with hunger in a vast hall
TV in AV mode
cliches last said in a taxi
scenes last seen in himalayas
encore till it's all a blue screen
every morning monday blues
every night saturday night
wasted bummed burned dropped fucked
neurons fire on a li-ion battery
an open door in balcony to let the smoke out
III.
verbal tiff, eschewed and stiff,
proud and vain, writhing in pain,
we could not say no, it was not discovered
it's a homage to our lies,
heads like shrunken roses on graveyard tilt
on a side, a lava of spit
and vowels explode like glittter out of
jokers's gun
invisible aims at every beating heart
ultrasonic guitar frequency, music above consciousness,
ears bleed on the the beatles
deaf shadow whispers lust
all that drama, in an old vast hall,
regular concert in the open balcony.

Sunday, 5 April 2015

Lying on the sea

Madam
I lied
on sea of seven cities
land annexed by tetrapods( maximum efficiency);
I don't fear gilded (earned, ofcourse) mausoleums of
humanoids shuffling inconsequently through
red lights and personal dreams
routine heroes of boring destinies,
I could be another replacable cog
Only without......
3 hours of silence
for months of foreign noises
I fear subtle brutality of truth
I fear murder of my muse.

Thursday, 2 April 2015

History

since as far as I' m allowed to look in my history,
 i despised clockfaces, as duckfaces, stupid duckfaces,
(kisses for everyone
no one actually)
i was drowned between
seconds to moments, nights to nightmares
 a sea of wine, a casket of beer, a drop of blood,
Drowned in a single drop of her blood!
across these beauties, ( I still have some of your blood on my hands,
I'll keep this souvenier, caked in my fingernails),
across these beauties, i live for eons,
and die in instances, hazy memories, room full of smoke,
moments count for days, blurry,
blurred clock, and when eons pass,
second hand moves, days are moments
I DECIDE TIME.