Word lost in language

as i said earlier, 

always from precisely zero second

of big bang, at least that what would eventually 

cumulate to 

detestable

desirable me, all i've been saying matey ( i love johnny depp. absolute hero of whitman (if he wrote plays( funny, think about wordsworth villainising hamlet and shakeaspeare lusting of lolita)))

these are delirious rants of a deranged, drug-addicted mind, detesting sober reality

desolate life in 

delusional grandeur of

deliverence from diabolical dreams, drunken 

on man's most furious enemy, neitzsche said it

blame him sir, i just do it for job,

hope,

delirious rants, really, are you fucking kidding me,

touch the bottom, surface, boom and

fishes in oceanbed murmur chants of shiva.

remember the tiger prawns?

shive devotee, food of shiva devotee,

shiva loves circus ( who else will give elephant's head to a mud son)

grotesque delirious rants

let,s get back to point, whatever it is anyways, in larger scheme (astronomical bullshit scales of parsecs and light years) or quantum

it

just

doesn't 

fucking

matter.

now, then, never, until atleast 

dreams soothe.

or mind goes on

delirious rants, 

all over again, infinte premature deaths,

every second of security

every second fearing to loose it, shackles of security

ah! Too small now! Cuts in ankles when i fly

"don't worry son, just till you're 18 ( or 21 in some countries)

only till then alas!

only till then can i muffle you my son,

then you'll be,...... how do i say it?

oh burden! oh the eternal curse on our progeny!

you'll be

free".

from

delirious rants