Monday, 3 July 2023

Red wine and a few joints
baby, we were set that night,
when broken slopes
of untouched stones
string of water and platform of vapors
and then a silence
bets and harem pants and bohemian art scenes by the
river bouncy bubbly rushing river
river that took 10 bodies last night
and now the fishes feed and turtles fest
baby will you take this test
froth and fog and gurgle
an ancient element in the curtain
an old
municipal board
bridge to the heart
of mountain and the feast
of the beast
who fled in winter
and returned back , meek with a certificate from the mental hospital
it is fashionable to be insane
the beast is white , with a golden mane
manners of Abel and swings of Cain
but first, pay attention
half the railing
rusted. 
fly across it baby, float on the foam
for the king of the Rome.
the one who liked the lyre and the flute.
and a dirty path.
lays packets
mule dung
cigarette bud
burned lungs
sweat
and then you stop for a night baby
and search for the sound
of a long dead rockstar

Wednesday, 29 March 2023

shab ke nashe me tumhara manzar!
ya to main paagal hu, ya dunia baura gai hai!!!


shabnam thi, charas thi, aur sach ka vaham
phir kasol ki subah khali si kyun thi?
kyunki tum na the!
aur main
muntzir hu ek khhali parbat par
tumhari aas me, chilam khichi saans me
sukoon tha tumhaare adndese ka
par wo lamha tham gaya
ab ankhon me dhuan hai aur saanson me jalan,
par tum na aaye
is zahar ko gale me dabaaye
ek khaali parbat par
main ISHAN hu,
aur tum bat rahi ho, baavan tukdo me, poore des me
un tukdon par afsurda moortaen hain, mandir hain
panditon ki qaid me ho
tum, tumhaare jazbaat, tumhaare khayalat, tumhara jala hua jism aur tumhaari haqeeqat
tum jo ranonmaad me nangi naachti thi aur khoon peeti thi
tum jisne hawas me apne shauhar ko nigal liya
tum jisne laundi baandiyon ki bhookh apne khoon-e-halaq se mitaayi
aur phir wahi khoon peekar hansi
us kate hue gale ka attahaas qaid hai
tum, solah saal ki kamsin kanya
tattvamasi
tum hi ho.
 tumse ishq tha mujhe
wo ishq jo ibadat ho gaya
maine rang racha, raqs racha, raas racha,
aham ka abhaas racha
is qadar ki main laash ho gya
taaki tum tham jao apne jash-e-fahm me
ab, jab tum nahi ho
main hoon sthanu, charasi, nashedi
dhutt avdhoot
avdhoot, khuda-e-bhoot
raaton me zinda hoon main
kabrgaah me
imaan me
maut ke sulagte aivaan me